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Does anyone know a website where I can watch or download popular movies for free, without worrying about a virus? Im SO annoyed because I've been trying to watch Twilight on youtube tonight and there are so many parts missing. Yes I finally gave in and decided to see what the fucking hype was about.

Has anyone seen MSNBC's Lock Up: Raw? Holy shit. There was a marathon on tv last night and I stayed up till 5 am watching every episode. These prisons are scary as fuck and so are the guys, but in a sick way they are kind of sexy too. Is it wrong that I'm attracted to serial killers and lifers? God, I think I was dropped a few times as a baby.

If life wasn't crappy enough at this time, I get to my car this evening to find that I had left my window down during a rain storm last night. My cloth seats are soaked, and so are a bunch of my clothes and most importantly my ipod. I'm ready to stab someone in the face repeatably!!

You know what's a real bitch? Whenever I don't need a lighter, I have a million. When I DO need a lighter I can never fucking find one to save my life. It's so annoying.

Anyway, I've decided it's essential for me to find a relationship like in True Romance or Wild at Heart. I just want my very own Sailor Ripley!

It seems the things I've wanted in
My life I've never had.
So it's no surprise that living
Only leaves me sad.

Happiness, where are you?
I've searched so long for you.
Happiness, what are you?
I haven't got a clue.
Happiness, why do you have to stay
So far away... from me?

When I'm in despair and life has
Turned into a mess,
I know that I don't dare to end my
Search for happiness.

Happiness, where are you?
I've searched so long for you.
Happiness, what are you?
I haven't got a clue.
Happiness, why do you have to stay
So far away... from me?

Happiness, sometimes I think
I see you from afar.
When I run to catch you, though,
That's just not where you are.

Happiness, you know I'll get a hold of
You some way.
Until I do, you know I'll keep on
Searching every day.

She gave the impression that she never analysed herself, but she did. She existed by her heart, she existed passionately. She did things first, then thought about them later. Her desires were very basic, she wanted to be loved, she wanted to have a nice place to live, she wanted to be comfortable.

I'm bored in ohio and hate using my phone to go online but there's nothing else to do right now. Anyway my grandma lives in a mansion with a huge forest in her back yard. So i'm in this little black dress with no shoes and pig tails looking out my window and see a dear. There's a street that runs along this forest mind you. Anyway point of the story is i had cars stopping, staring at me in my weird attire and almost had an ambulance called because people thought i was a crazy person. People in the mid west are the real crazy ones. I just wanted to pet the dear and forgot to put on shoes. Jesus.

Stretched my ears to 1/2 inch yesterday.
I love my new Frankie plugs :p

My entertainment wish list/ things I need to read or see before I get a job:






(I fucking love Spacely, not matter what anyone says)



Movies I Love but need to watch again:







A Movie I watched the other day and am still "what the fucking" over. It was really good though.

my bodies heavy, so is my brain. can't see no future can't feel no pain

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kayte
To: him
Date: May 22, 2009 6:25 PM
Subject:


So what's the deal? I hit you up and instead of writing me back you skeez on my best friend? Real nice Brian. I may be a million miles away but it would be nice to know you still think of me as a fucking human being. As much as we fought I really did care about you more than you knew..

(by the way dont even write back if youre gonna be a dick)
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His Reply:


i had you a step above human being kayte.
not just any girl gets me that sprung, that fast (don't forget when i was like "robin who?")
in my mind, we never fought, only sounded like my parents familiar ranting so whatever shit i spouted to try and piss you off i was (and still the fuck am- libra !) totally enchanted by you.
"irritating" is my private synonym for adorable.
Don't worry, i've since remastered my libido after you managed to own it so fast, and so completely.

where are you anyway?

(which friend? just tell her i got a small dick and have hiv or something)
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Wow never in my life have I heard something like that. Im fucking speechless. Why couldn't he have told me this when I was in LA!?!?!? My life is too insane.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be, will be

I hate going out with my best friend because she's way hotter than I am.

It ain't so bad in the dirrrttyyy south.

OH Johnny Thunders, how I love thee and what your music does to my soul..

( STRUNG THE FUCK OUTTTT )

I know I talk about this all the time, but I swear I would drop anything and anyone to be with this woman, Oh my gawwwww.

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Hell Yeah. I'm so happy right now. I just went to my On Demand because there is nothingggg on tv and the whole season 5 of The L word is on. I'm in love with Shane, she is so fucking hot even straight girls love her.

On another note, I need to get out of my apartment before I go insane. I've litterly only left my house once a day for the past week and that was to go score...I think I'm gonna move to Nashville to get away from all of this. Hopefully it works out..